MONDAY SCHOOL

If you are craving the word ibocjoy.org is the site you want to go to.. Live Church. if you are in DALLAS, TX. The Inspiring Body Of Christ Church (IBOC) is having service every Monday at 7:00PM... Off Cockerhill and Wheatland or Westmoreland and Wheatland. If you are not able to make it

Everlasting Butterfly

Butterflies are one of the most Beautifulest insects on earth.
They stand out, but they don't start out that way.
They transform.
And I want to transform into someone that stands out,
but not because I'm "beautiful" but because I am "gentle and calm" as well.
I think butterflies are God's special insects.
Bringing Peace and Happiness to the world of Disharmony and Sadness.
It takes time to become a butterfly, but the transformation will be everlasting.
Lord i ask that you make me everlasting,
so that when I transform,
People will see your good works,
Rather than my human Flesh.
Let each design on my future wings,
Bring some one closer to you.
Lord and when the strong wind come my way,
I ask that my future wings be strong enough to follow through to the next field of grass.
As you send thy soul mate, Lord I ask that he be the same species that I am, a Butterfly.
If we are both caterpillars, then I pray the we transform Together.
Knowing that A Butterfly can not be with an Un-Grown Caterpillar.
Lord I thank you for the courage to want to be a Butterfly.
I pray that the world will all want to be butterflies,
For Butterflies are of Your good works.
I'm transforming into an Everlasting Butterfly....
:)
-Ke }i{

Dull w/Lots of Color

I am ME! The only me! The first Me! And THE LAST ME! Take me as I am or leave me untouched. Just know that I am who I am and its impossible for man to change me... For I am not Man-Made. So look... See me as dull, black and white with shades of gray... But my thoughts... my soul Breeds of Strong color. To know me is to love me and to love me is to want to color. I focus on purpose. Not what is seen. For what you see is only a deception as to what may not last. So you see me... But what you see is not always what you get... Breathing through color... I'm not Dull, so maybe you are just colorblind.

Real Love

loving like I have never been hurt, because God loved me first

MY heart... HIS playground

I wish he Could just realize.... Realize that when I'm fa real, I AM FA REAL. That I want it, I want my heart to be comfortable in a cloud that's so far up, that birds will need extra oxygen just to reach it. I want that Awkward love. The love you are scared to get in return... Lol the good genuine stuff. But he doesn't see that. He sees a naïve little girl that "just wants to have fun", He sees an open heart, draining from being on the outside of a sleeve... An emotional disability... Handicapped by the past heart breaks that has been forgiven but never forgotten.. He sees an open opportunity to go to the monkey bars in my heart ....like a playground. For nothing seems mature enough to be anything else. He finds it entertaining, I wish all was called to halt... For the swinging is irritating my HEART and my feelings from bumping against it... So I push... Push for new ways to keep him away from the swing, but all I find is a trap that pushes him on the swing harder and harder... I am strong, I can take it... but my insides are bleeding from the hard bump. my lungs are filling up with blood and my soul is about to collapse and explode... But I think not... SATAN GET YOUR HANDS OFF MY HEART! For the only one that is gentle enough to care for my heart is God. You can no longer climb the Jungle Jim and have your way. MY heart is not your PLAYGROUND!

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It's time, time to put all of my inner feelings on paper[the net], time for the world to know how I view things as a person. First Blogging, NEXT>>>> who know's.. lol.. I just know I got a lot on my mind. So this is me.. [my blank page] to you it may seem like nothing's there or it doesnt even make sense, but to me I found the solution to my problems. As you will see, most of my blogs may be Christian based, I am a PROUD CHRISTian, but I am still growing so I don't know the answer to much. SO you may ask.. "who is this random person? and what makes her think she have the right to blog?" WELL I AM HUMAN! I have a lot to say, I've been through a lot of emotions as a child, and had a lot of feelings toward of a lot of different things, but since I was so shy, I barely spoke up... WELL NOW IT'S MY TIME! and i say, as i end my 1st blog ever... HELLO WORLD!